Long time no post...

Doing school online really sucks.. being behind.. even suckier.. There are many benefits to having a 'Photographic' memory, but then again many downfalls. Trying to teach myself how to do all these difficult math concepts and psychology theories, along with trying to keep dates in my head AND manage writing an insane amount of English papers is difficult. And to add to the stress of it all is the task of raising money for the much needed DJ equipment so that I can start doing the thing I love. There are a lot of things going on in life as of now, but I love the idea of having a blog, but maybe its not the greatest time to start. I didn't want to give up (and I'm not!) but i think i need to take a brake for a while and get caught up before i start really trying to get into this. Don't get me wrong, I love having a blog, but before I light the match and start the fire I need to get a good solid foundation built and then start building rest of the house. I kind of jumped the gun and tried to just 'make it work'... unfortunately that didn't work for me, I really really wanted it to but after taking the time and realizing how much work truly goes into this, I decided i need to build a better game plan. In my head, I realized that I tried to build the roof first and then the rest of the house, hoping that my walls would just come together. And like we all know, there is this thing called gravity, that will make the roof fall. In my case, I guess 'Gravity' turned into 'Reality'. All-in-all mark my words though, I'm not giving up, just taking the time to refurbish it all and repair the house....... I will be back!!~Z